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So Charice actually said this?

“Para sa mga kapatid ng daddy ko, wala kayong karapatang sabihin o hulaan ang nararamdaman ko. Sino kayo para sabihing masaya ako sa pagkawala ng SARILI KONG AMA? Kapatid lang kayo at ako ay ANAK. Kung natatandaan nyo, KAYO MISMO ANG NAGSABI SA AMIN NA IWASAN ANG DADDY KO. Sinabi nyo pa na wag gamitin ang apelyido nya. Hindi pinagbawal ni mommy na dalawin ang daddy namin pero HINDI NYO KAMI PINAYAGAN. Wala kayong respeto sa PAMILYA NYA para sabihin nyo yan ngayon! Imbis na ayusin nyo, sinisira nyo pa!

“Alam ko na nagalit ako sa kanya! Pero hindi ko sinabing itinatakwil ko sya! matagal akong naging tahimik sa mga eskandalong ginagawa nyo. Pero ngayon, di ko na kaya pati sa pagkamatay nya GANYAN PARIN KAYO. Hindi ako takot. Lalo na sa mga taong walang respeto.”

(For my father’s fucking siblings, you have no fucking right to even guess at what I’m feeling. Who the fuck are you to say that I’m happy at the loss of MY OWN FUCKING FATHER? You’re just siblings, motherfuckers. I’m his fucking DAUGHTER. If you remember, bitches, YOU’RE THE ONES WHO TOLD US TO STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY DADDY. You even told us not to use his last name. My mom never stopped me from visiting daddy, IT WAS YOU WHO WOULDN’T LET US. The things you’ve been saying just show that you have no fucking respect for HIS FAMILY. Instead of patching things up, you motherfuckers are just making things worse!

I know I was mad at him! But I never said I disowning him! I’ve been totally quiet about the shit you’ve been saying. But now, I just can’t fucking stand the fact that YOU’RE STILL DOING THE SAME SHIT even now that he’s dead. I am not afraid, motherfuckers. Especially of people who have no fucking respect.)

Of course, I may have been a little liberal with the translation, but I think I’ve fairly captured her mood.